STOP the world!!

Life is good!!! Life is very, very good. So many times though there is so much....so much to do,

so much to think about, so much going on, so much wondering. SCREECHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

STOP THE WORLD!!!!!!!! (maybe I want to get off)

Yesterday at our MOPS group we had a speaker KERI WYATT KENT. We heard her speak before and she is wonderful. She is the author of many books and just seeing the titles of her

books brings such a peace to my anxious heart. Books like "BREATH" "OXYGEN" "LISTEN" what simple, peaceful and beaytiful words to my soul, my spirit ...my heart.

Even the ONE WORD titles give my busy mind and heart a vacation, a peace, a quietness.

Keri is a wonderful speaker and she really was a blessing to my heart yesterday. As I said

before in this little "BLOB BLOG" nothing really "bad" is happening...but, I feel like I anxiously am waiting for the "other shoe" to fall. Maybe it is the anxiouness I feel about our church family, maybe it is being worried about my mom & dad. It could be that I think I am missing God's path for my life. That I am not the mommy that I really want to be....the gentle one,

with loving arms and NO FLAWS so I don't mess up my babies....my gifts that God has sweetly given me. It could me that I am not the wife I know my husband deserves. I mean I AM the wife he deserves (he loves me very much and I love him lots & lots & lots....marrying him

was so much better then me winning BIG MONEY in the lotto!!!!! I mean that!) but AM I

the wife he "deserves"....am I his helpmate, am I submissive, do I honor him enough, RESPECT HIM enough, let him lead the home.....let him stand before God for his family? I think these

are the things that make my heart anxious. When I see things that my friends, my church family, people I love are going through.....I honestly want to endure it for them, or STOP

things for them. Make everything right, endure that pain....ghet them through the difficulty.

I don't understand. I know though that God does. That means alot. That brings me comfort.

Now as my children are running around, the doorbell is ringing, someone is standing in the refrig and my phone is playing a "tune"........I am going to get going with my day and

BREATH

take in some QXYGEN

and

LISTEN

Thank you Keri! THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!!!!